cannt understand ......!
(Generally people have there own rules to live life...but when u become part of a group .....u have to adopt some of life style of those who in your group...but then a limit comes when u feel ...this is something I can’t give up for sake of the group and then you ask why they are all behind you doing this thing ...its not making much difference!....that was one moment I wrote it....)
Its not on their way , not blocking any ray
Bt They will gv up their all jst to break this wall
Want to have the one which will not long last
would lose childhood balloon to have Moment’s blast.
They are now in ever lasting trance
And Cannt understand others stance
Cannt understand a simple thing
Some time one loses even after win
Its not possible for every one
To take you in a way you want
Sometimes they gv you more than you aspire
Show you a way which you never had trial.
I let happiness deceive !
(Its when I question” Is some of my deeds selfish”)
Am I happy Or deceivng my self
will I b able to confine in this shell
from where shd I peep , to get soothing ray
which would show me right way
I wish my steps not hurt anyone
N will not ruin dreams smone has woven
As I too have dreams which are special
Don’t want to lose becoz of any corrival
Is there smone who would mark arrow
Making life complexities narrow
I wish to tightly close my eyes
Just like pigeon does when it hides
Now I can see smile in other’s eyes
Don’t know though how long it resides
Happiness playing a game of hide and seek
Shall I open my eye or let the happiness deceive!
Thinking Of Breaking Rules!
(WHAT EVER BE RULES – Traffic , Social , Institute –We young ones, always want to change rules they think they are restricting them rather than facilitating but their thought might have myopia or what prompt them is entertainment of few moments ,as these rules are there for years so before deciding which rule to break- first try to be farsighted। Excepting few, you will see most of them show their worth of existence over a period of time. )
You think you could set a new way of living
you could modify some rules ,to retain what life is giving
You try hard and hard to see that new ray of life
Though you want to stay in coolness of night
Believe! one can’t see the sun while standing in shadow
Try not to lose any thing but aspire to dow
Rules are there to facilitate a smooth life
If you want to break then get ready for an amusement ride
Then what made them do this fight
They don’t know is it dark there or bright
For some there is only one rule of this cave
Don’t look outside if you want to feel great
But when you see dawn ,you see your present as crappy
You would wish to gather rays and hold them tight
what you are forgetting its few hour’s sight
After this you have to bear the noon rays and again a dark night
If you are ready to live every day and die
Go and break rules there they lie
I don’t want to lose the things I am having
For me offer does not worth even considering!
Things where you should Give Up!
(Its modified! as there were thoughts ,
I didn’t want to let them go । I want to hide them as well as show!)
( “ your boss might be arrogant enough to neglect your valuable opinion and even then you say “Yes boss!” well its good for survival ! But when it comes to some precious things its better to stay erect and face the storm and save your home rather then letting it destroy!)
Whether in society or with friend
Some times you have to give up
even if you are living legend
When you can’t open a lock
Will you look at key hole or try to knock?
Easy way is to keel down but keep your eyes
on the side which seems to be bright
If you are in hurry to open that shackle
Has prepared your self for some crackle
Then you are wrong as if you let them drill
You will feel the wounds that can’t be healed
That Pain will not let you even pretend
It would demolish the bridge you have kept for end
Though never give your self respect ,values or ethics
These are only things in life ,which will you need
Never give up on things like these
Remember They are poles of the bridge.
Hidden truth that revealed!
(Revealing facts after passage of time has more devastating effects. Hidden fact affects –when the other person anticipate the hidden fact before your confession or when a fact is revealed through confession it hurts as delayed truth is not better than lie! Better not hide facts with would end up like it does here…..)
When hidden truth reveals
Its nothing but pain what you feel
Leaving you with empty mouth
You find yourself between north and south.
If they put all acquisitions on you
And you feel its all wrong too
Then nothing to worry
Its how works jury
You can just request to look into matter again
Make them remember all those trains and rain
There in between lies somewhat stroke
Whose faith actually broke?
Was it you or was it him
Who crossed line and when
But does these questions actually matters
Its fake aggression and just letters
What’s actually pain you
Is what you anticipated has come true!
There again would be a farewell
That would again ring church’s bell
Trains would leave never to meet again
And believing this to never happen again
You are not ocean which will not dry
Thus won’t work any foul and cry
It’s in fate that would happen
When you reveals a truth which is hidden!
Difficulty of life
(Its all about problem we all face in our daily life। Nature defines how a person deal with them but out of them what makes a true friend most miserable! )
Everyone handles difficulty of their life
Though they have different ways to start with pride
Which way to go when in middle
They ends up sooner or later at same riddle
Some are extrovert they would speak it all
Placing safely in everyone’s court their problem’s ball
Some are introvert they would think and think
Till they write every point in ink.
Some are ambivert problem is there’s
When to say and whom to share
Some times they feel unsatisfied when they dare
At times offend their friend as they fear to share
cruelty of nature is all on their friends
they feel friend’s trouble along with the smile they pretend.
even after pleading thousands time
expecting them to show dark beneath silver line
key to their peace of mind depends either on friend’s mood or wine!
They stay cool with a smile like a clown
sometimes they frown at their own
they wait till their friend will share
who would never understand the pain they bear
sometimes they hide the pain sometimes they show
but what difference it makes to a thing one regularly do
Its difficulty of their life !
Which way to go to find what is trife
Its not always that soothing when sun shines
When their friend tell them what pain is inside
They may have nothing to advice
And no word to console but smiles
Though they feel relax having a collection of all the tracks
They know what is keeping their friend awake
and what’s behind the smile which they knew was fake
they would try to hold their hand try to convey
I m there with you and I am whom you can rely
I was there all through the trouble even b4 you say
Remember the voice which made you sleep at night
It was my smile who made u stand upright
Don’t worry friend its no longer complexity of your life
Its now mine and I am already half solved and it will b fine
You just relax this is what they say……
I am there beside you to kneel with you and pray ……
I just wanna b friends!
Nothing more nothing less
I just wanna b friends
No obligations from my side
Its just that, u b there when u want to share the smiles
whenever I find u in pain i will be there to listen your cries
I promise no expectations will arise.
Though ,I was not always same
I too needed someone to care ; someone to blame
I have waited for hours for a friendly call
Inside this well waiting for someone to come ;someone to haul
And would ask how I m; how do I feel
Bt now I say I no longer need someone to heal
I am not different though I am not same.
I say all this in God’s name
I told u what I feel inside
The ball is all on your side
Bt let me make this clear again
I just wanna b friends
there will be nothing to lose nothing to gain!
Whats right thing to do!
When life tells you whats right thing to do
Omens will be hidden but in a row
Move a step ahead and forget what you left
Its gonna to be a better day
With a refreshing light of ray
Feel the power of that Guy
Have the faith He is near by
He will help you
as He owe you the faith you show
Its He who loves you who never leaves you
Neither in life nor after death
Keep doing work with only feeling in heart
In any moment just remember to call
you can share the joy or a fall
He never expects anything
Its only smiles which He brings
Believe Him as much as He believes in you
Make a relation and he will never break n let you go
He would keep you beside and tell you what to do
He is only one who is there for you
One day life will tell you what’s right thing to do
Let them have ball ,Let them through!
( some people in friendship groups act as decision makers they decide on basis of their valuable experience and information they have , they avoid sharing information or any discussion ,though they do it for others good but alas! Other people in lack of information try their best to tackle the problem in their own way- at the end when they find solution is already there and implemented as well! They feel deceived as their past efforts are loosing values। So this is what they say- let us also play!)
There are person who wld make a decision on behalf of u
Thinking they have power and right to do
Do you hate them , you still donot know
as You would have done the same if it would have been you
But what you feel is betrayed as at all the time its only they who knew
Its they who planned the future for you
You just feel bad about all those wishes which went waste
Now you could never knew how would have they taste
you wished for those , who never needed it
you wished day and night and they already had it
how would you feel ,if they keep you in past while heading for future
taking you as puppet , judging the steps which you have measure
and their they go , they are angels He knows
they would tell you the truth and here it goes
when you anticipated more than half of it
they would want to confess and make the hit
they are releasing what they were holding so tight
it’s not to give you ,but to feel light
they did nothing bad as its what you would have done to
but they cann’t understand what you have gone through
they wasted your feelings and your prayer
they should have thought twice and then dare
they betrayed, they hide the truth
Its not the way towork in group
You have to tell others what you know
Let others have ball and let them through !
R u losing fight ?
When you find life hard even to make a start
And it seems there’s no light you are loosing the fight
where dreams are gone and all plans have torn
what you need is one more try ;get up have a look inside
keep your worries beside though no need to run or hide
Stop finding angle who would teach you how to drive
Take deep breath and a smile that is enough for you to survive
Believe! its not an end of the war and you will find shining star
Its not solution but the cause what you seek
Try to find what makes one’s flesh creep
If you still feel bad to change the path you chose
If you feel they are sorry for the pain they brought
Believe me !Its nothing more than waiting for rains in drought
Even if you do not want to say all those moments good bye
Take good out of them and keep them in your eyes.
Now have a look at the new way the one with street lamp
You need not to run , just go for a tramp
Feel fresh feel good your future is bright
You have just won the fight.
